I am all alone

They all hate me

My heart I would loan

And life would escape me

I sit by myself

Settled in my room

The clock on the shelf

It just ticks in gloom

What is wrong?

I dont understand

Alone for so long

No one reaches out their hand

Koushirou has his computer

Jou is so smart

Takeru has Hikari

I have got a broken heart

Why, Hikari, why?

Why not me?

I care for you so

Why cant you see?

I bottle my feelings

Just go into hiding

Soon enough

The death horse I will be riding

I know what I must do

Nobody will know I am gone

And when they find out

Life will go on

No funeral, no ceremony

No flowers on my chest

I dont want to do it

But I know that its best

Goodbye, Hikari

Love of my life

Son of a bitch

Where is that knife?

The blood seeps out

Staining my clothes

My mom will throw it all out

I suppose

I feel life fading

Its now all a blur

I think that I am dying

Yes, I am pretty sure

Everyone knows

My life was a fluke

So goodbye, cruel world

Say goodbye to Daisuke

I am running towards the light, but I am not reaching it.

I am searching for hope, but I cant find it.

I try to be courageous, but I am frightened.

I use knowledge, but it doesnt help.

I give love, but I receive hatred.

I value friendship, but it doesnt value me.

I am sincere, but it is thrown back in my face.

I am reliable, but not all the time.

The only thing I have is my destiny.

Why is everything slipping away?

I used to reach the light.

I used to find hope.

I used to be courageous.

I used to have knowledge.

I used to receive love.

I used to have friends.

I used to be truly sincere.

I used to be reliable all the time.

And now

Destiny is my only way out.